"I would like to inform you that I love you so much and I miss you SO much. I wish I could have seen you today, gutted I couldn't. I really hope I get to see you soon, I really.. gah. I'm so sad you've moved back to carlisle but.. at least you're happier :)"

I love you too bro and I miss you. It really does suck I didn’t get to see you but I’m gonna be back in November cause I got my Charing X appt and Remembrance Day and if all goes to plan surgery before Xmas. It sucks I’m so far up north (practically Scotland) but London is only 3 hours away, I may be happier in one sense but I miss the guys (and girls) I care about down there too :)

Life is full of wonderful fucking surprises 

Spread shit about me if you want… I don’t give a shit what you think, I know who my real friends are and I’m starting my life again, I’m gonna miss my friends down south but the real friends are there for me whenever I need no matter how far away and I love you guys for that